why am i always…. - March 31st, 2009
so freaking cold! lol ive noticed that and i hate it when people touch me and there cold i get alittle hateful, lol i think someone knows what im talking about. lol but anyways i also think in life isnt it crazy how when you do everything for someone or people in general, your just a nice honest person and get shit on? its like they say nice guys finish last, doesnt it suck though. Im such a nice sweet girl, i just wish one day the people i was nice to will realize it;) In time i guess. Oh check out my latest pic on my myspace:) that was me from yesterday. who knows maybe the next pic my hair will be alittle lighter!! aaahhhh hit me up il be online answering emails, love ya!
Great dinner! - March 30th, 2009
I fixed a awesome dinner yesterday. I made grilled chicken with a few secret spices, cut up potaotes with cheese over them and bacon crumbs over it, green bean casserole which i love!!! and dessert, well hmm thats a secret! 
haha just kidding, i just had brownies and ice cream. yum!! So yeah i was pretty stuffed along with everyone else. and then we just watched a movie one of my favorites!!!TWILIGHT! hehe i just cant help it i love that freaking movie! i want to be a vampire:0 hehe and suck your blood, well not really but ya get the point:) enough of the jibber jabber hope you are having a fun exciting day, i know il be watching tv for alittle and then shower and bed. kisses
Whats been up… - March 28th, 2009
Today has been quite a busy day, just been busy dealing with a few things of my past, but that should be done with soon enough:) I really wanna say thanks for the help, you know who you are and im now going to pass out! lol Im soo tired, i really had a crazy day today. Il be answering email tomorrow first thing, so sorry if i havent got to your messages yet. I think i might be going out of town this weekand to get away:) Got invited so why not take the offer:) its always nice to be away from home but then once you come back you realize how much you miss it. but its past due for me! lol I was thinking of making dinner tomorrow for a few friends, i havent cooked in a little bit, thinking chicken. yuummm, maybe il take a pic and send it to ya! haha my famous dish. ha well you all have a great night! kisses
Feeling kinda naughty… - March 27th, 2009
So today i was just hanging around the house cleaning my room and got a call about going on a date:) So i have me a little date tonight, nothing too big. lol So dont worry. haha Il be online for alittle and then gotta get ready to head out. So anyone been on any dates lately? wanna chat about how your date was? did you have fun? was it boring? I always like hearing about everyone elses dates, i guess you could say im nosey;) hehe I need to do alittle shopping sometime soon. And get me some more cute sundresses and dresses when i go out:) dont forget to hit me up and send me some pics if ya want:) always love seeing my awesome fans!
Spring break! - March 26th, 2009
Was curious to know who all has went on there spring break or will be going to? Well i havent went yet but i think im planning mine in a month or so maybe. I need to keep hitting the gym and feel good about my body:) hehe I really have started to notice my stomach is getting more flat. Oh and il be going sometime next week to get my hair lightened;) i cant wait! alittle nervous which i have talked about before with you all but hey you love me for me right:) haha I know you will be honest! Well anyways i will be answering my emails so hit me up if ya get the chance! Hope you are all behaving:) hehe kisses
Running errands today - March 24th, 2009
Hey everyone, well today il be running some errands, Busy day, but only for a few hours, il be back online later to catch up on some emails.. Sorry if i havent answered you yet, i will get to you. Hope you are having a great day today, I know it was nice to actually go to bed early for once lol and wake up at a decent hour:) Lately its been hard for me to fall asleep but last night i slept real nice:) So going to head out but will be back later;) ttys!!
What a fun day… - March 22nd, 2009
So today has been pretty exciting.. I went to lunch with a few friends and then i went to the shooting range!! haha yep I went and shot guns! wow ive never done that one before!lol Lets just say i was scared, for one, i hate guns. But i figured i need to see how good i can aim incase I would have to protect myself one day. lets just say i hit the bulls eye a few times:) But then i switched guns and the revolver i shot, wow was it powerful!lol I prefer the glock! haha But i had a few people in the range help me out on how to position myself, which was nice:) Soo im beat going to take me a nap i think lol I bet my arms will be sore tomorrow!lol have a great day! kisses
you have your ups and downs… - March 20th, 2009
Everyone in life will have ups and downs, its just a way of how life works its course, I never really understood how one day you could be on top of the world, happy about things how your life is and then the next, its the total opposite. You dont want to see anyone, do anything and not happy with things at all.. Ive learned to come to grips on it and instead of always thinking so negative about things its better to just think positive. You live and you learn, sometimes you learn from your mistakes and always look for the next best thing. Its hard to let things go especially when you loved so dear, but if nothings changing and getting better, why stick around and put yourself on hold?? You cant. So no more thinking and wondering, its time to move forward and be strong, and that i have done.
Working out always makes it better - March 18th, 2009
Today i woke up feeling so fat, lol i know i shouldnt say that, im not fat but us girls when we feel bloated or our jeans dont fit like we like, we always say we are fat!lol So i was very poductive today, i actually went to the gym, did a hard workout and i even went in the steam room! haha That was pretty sweet:) I really like sitting in there just because im getting rid of the toxins:) those are no good. I did one of those detox things where you put your feet in a tub of water and in 30 minutes the water turns black! yuck! its gross but afterwards you actually feel better;) If you havent tried it yet i would:) but anyways im going to get a bite to eat, not sure yet what im craving… Then going to meet some friends:) talk to ya later!
New hair color… - March 16th, 2009
Hey hey so i was really thinking lately on changing out my hair color:) I know i have had dark most of my life. Well really just about all of it , just a few highlights here and there. But im sure most of you know miss jessica albas hair color, its like a light brown or carmel looking color… I was thinking about getting a color like that, and plus when summer is here which is right around the corner, il be all tan and then i think it will look hott;) So any imputs would be helpful;) hehe but anyways im going to go give tinker a bath! lol she needs one i think. Ttyls!