Busy busy busy! - April 20th, 2005
well im back and wow what a day, me sorting through all kinds of pics and figuring out what to wear for this and ill just tell you that it has been hard. But me and one of my cousins were working on the picture collages and gettin that organized and then running and doing some things. Oh and i just got back from the mall and got me a pen stripe pant suit to wear to the funeral. The visitations are tomorrow and the funeral is friday. So if im not on here that much or dont have much to say for the next two days you’ll know why! But anyways tanks for all that have messaged me and told me sorry and people praying for me and ect. I really do aprreciate it and i know that this is important right now and here soon it will be over and i can move on with my life! But anyways im going to get off here sorry so short but i need to eat and get ready for tomorrow so ttys!kisses_________________*Kisses* RR
Its all over….. - April 19th, 2005
Hey there well if any of you havent heard my grandfather had past away last night. But its finally over and he doesnt have to suffer anymore. And again and i am so sorry for not being here yesterday but i have been with him waiting for him to go to heaven. And that he did. I will tell u alittle of what had happened last night. Well i have been there like non stop the past 4 days and have been trying to make little stops to my house to check on things here and try to get some posts in on what has been going on. Well The night before i had stayed and it was weird cuz the next day i needed to come home and feed my puppy and cat and get cleaned up and stuff. So i was on my way home and mind you my aunt lives like 30 min from me, so i get to my house getting ready to unlock the door and my cuzin calls saying come back come back, And im like whats wrong, She was like he is going hurry. SO i am on th eroads going well real fast! I get there and he settles down and is okay with his breathing as before. So i ended up staying there all day and last night i was just going to leave but i wanted to wait for my mom to get back. It was her b-day last night and she had to take my brother and sister back home so they could go to school in the morning. So anyways my aunt had been sitting with him and everyone else was in the kitchen, Well i had called my mom and she told me she was on her way. I walked in the room where my grandpa lays and i sat down right next to him on the other side. We started telling my grandpa about how good he took care of me when i was younger and stories and what not, then i told him we love yu and then my aunt started saying u see those angels?? You see my grandma( which had past a year before i was born) and he started smiling! how weird is that, well it was wasnt weird it was so peacefull to see him so happy. And my aunt kinda like walked him through to heaven to be with the angels and grandma and he kept smiling, ANd then he went. But i was happy, not sad. I knew. SO then my mom had got there like 5 min later and we told her. We knew what it was, grandpa didnt want her to see him take his last breath on her b-day. it makes since anyways. But i had a crazy yet peacefull night and im better already. the funeral will be friday and visitations thursday night. Well thought i would tell you all and ill be back later kisses to all!_________________*Kisses* RR
test - April 19th, 2005
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